Every night is the same, nothing can ever comprehend this complicated feelings. 

Being drawn away from you happens to be the worse moment of my life. Seconds past, minutes past, and it felt like years! 

Clearly aware that things will never work out for the both of us, but i have the urge to keep going, keep believing that one day you would realise all the affections i have towards you were real.

Your smile, your gesture, your appearances melt my heart. Especially your eyes, it is so mesmerizing, it had me starstrucked when i first saw you. 

Although you would eventually get to meet the love of your life, your soulmate. However, nothing will ever stop me from looking over you from afar. The day i had my eyes on you, i promised myself that i would be your guardian angel till the very end. Until someone who is capable of protecting you comes forward. 

Love is a HUGE thing, never underesimate it. Sometimes, someone could kill just to get hold of L.o.v.e 

Do you have any idea how much courage did it take to make myself admit that i have fell for you?

Do you know how long it took for me to realise the affections i have towards you were actually more than friends? 

Did you ever notice me blushing when you are around? Or even notice me looking at you from afar? 

I always search for you, no matter where i go, i wish you would be there. 

Undoubtly, i live for someone like you. 

We will always be good friends, more than good friends, we are going to be mega good friends. 

暗恋是一件幸福，但是同时又是一件心痛的事。

A friend of mine said, everytime you go through a blog, the bloggers always say they will update their log as frequent as possible, 'stay tuned for more'. But the latest update would be after a year with a starting title of 'how's everyone? It has been awhile!' 

I couldnt agree with him more!  

First of all, i would like to make a sincere apology to those who follows me, as i have not update my blog for a year. Main reason would be due to the packed schedule of my college, i barely have the time for a break.

Happy new year 2014 :) 2013 was a great year. I felt blessed because i've chosen the right course to major in, and i have a group of good friends whom i can fool around with, study with and do stupid stuffs with. In certain perception, we might have argued frequently and find each other being very much annoying, yet, that is what friends are. We accept all the good and bad and starts to see everything in a better, clearer view. I was lucky enough to be able to keep in touch with my high school mates, and to make everything even better, i met THIS group of friends in my college days. Nothing can top the feeling of being blessed by a bunch of crazy friends! 

I officially turned 21 few days ago, it was on 7th of January. However, 3weeks ago my friends gave me a surprise birthday party. It was the first time i cried right infront of them. Without any warning, my tears rolled right down my cheeks. Though the bad thing was they made me felt 'old' right before my birthday, but it was definitely a memorable day :) thank you guys so much! 

Guess ive done writing, nothing much to say, and my english is terrible, im not going to dirty your eyes or infect your brain with my fail grammar and vocabularies. 

Last but not least, welcome to 2014, good year ahead, cheers :) 

People say, blogging improves english. I say, being able to blog tempts me to write stupid articles that no one would read.